Hello Kingkong, you look big.

2009-06-19T15:11:00.003+08:00

Since blogger's templates suck, I've attempted to shift :) May be back here in no time though, since this space's been my ranting arena since forever. Holds my many memories as well :) Ohwell, may just keep it for memory's sake I guess. Okay, here goes,

I'VE MOVED.

TATA

2009-06-19T14:31:00.001+08:00

I just wanna get out of the house but I cant. I hate it here right now right now. Feel like blasting some zombies to cure the irk.

2009-06-18T18:35:00.003+08:00

MATH1115 tomorrow, wataaaah, I need all the luck in the world! It's the most wonderful module anyone can take you know. I'm so scared I can pee in my panties now, i is not lying. But after that, it's f-r-e-e-d-o-m! Partypartyparty tomorrow chopchop swear! All the best for your mgmt paper tmr too my dear :)

2009-06-17T21:54:00.001+08:00

And, who wants to be quarantined? Come find me! I could possibly save you from shitty ns. Those having holidays, just fk off. Hahahaha

2009-06-17T19:11:00.011+08:00

I've been so utterly bored to death, just attempting to keep my brains alive, so pardon me. This is my latest and best record wahwootsssss. Click on the link below if you're equally bored and loserish too, join ma club faggots.
XOXO

www.19online.net/math or you might wanna try http://www.hotel626.com/ (not exactly for the faint-hearted though). All the best for both!

2009-06-15T22:51:00.001+08:00

xi xi ha ha guo yi ge kuai le nian.

2009-06-14T20:27:00.002+08:00

I just bought my new loaf of bread and new carton of milk!! Okay you've got to understand, that's my week supply of food, I've obviously got to be elated about it :)

In response to the above, I feel so juvenile.

Urgh having Stats tmr, I just wanna get it over and be done with. Joy's friend lent me his notes and cheatsheet, so basically I've just got to read and know what's where on the cheatsheet teehehe, makes things so much easier for me.

Oh, and my toes have officially defrosted :D It's 14deg today and it feels warm already. Ohemgee, I'm gonna melt in Singapore please. Dear Friends, please scoop me up whenever that happens, thanks much.

2009-06-14T03:12:00.003+08:00

It's Five Fifteen. I'm tired, my eyelids heavy, my fingers not as swiftly light while typing this, my being's weary, but I cant bring myself to sleep. Now and then, I remember how happy I am, how I find joy from the people around me. Why isn't it the same for you? You should too. Life's all bright and cheery, everything around you justifies it. Maybe try looking beyond yourself for a start, be more sensitive to the people around you. I understand that you've got your issues, but hey buddy, dont get too excessive or obsessive over them, give yourself a break.

2009-06-13T15:01:00.003+08:00

Useless Havaianas should be chucked aside till Singapore comes la! And someone from the hostel wanted to file share but I disallowed the command hahahaha, boos to you, must pay money! And at the rate I'm blogging, I should just join the bird community and get twitter or something zz, you think?

I'm still craving for wantonmee..
Ballssssssss.

2009-06-12T23:27:00.003+08:00

Okay Cindy told me to soak my toes in hot water, so that's what I'm doing now zz. They claim it's frosssssstbite. Like omg, I got frostbite. Damn lame. If it doesnt get any better by tonight, her friend's gonna send me to the hospital tmr, which my mom said I could spend the weekend in hahaha, Mommy you think hospital's a chalet ah! So I'm diligently soaking my feet in hot water now, I want no hospitaaaaal. Idk why, I'm craving for wantonmee now. Must be the hot water my feet's in, my feet looks like wantonssss

NG, who are you? But yeah, thanks ah :)

2009-06-11T23:06:00.005+08:00

-2 degrees, wahpiangeh.

And I was seriously shaking damn badly during Econs today. I should activate my personal heater, like lug it to the exam hall. ANU so giam with the heater, buay tahan.

/edit
My toes are in intense pain now, it's seriously scaring me. It's been like that for days, just that it's especially painful tonight, all ten of them. It totally feels like they're gonna fall off anytime soon. Before that, it was horribly itchy and slightly swollen. Now it's just switching between numb and pain, but mostly pain. Is it cos of the cold? I dont know what to do, it's so painful I could tear, the hurt is sososo intense I swear. What do I do ohno..

2009-06-10T20:38:00.003+08:00

My life's been awesomely dull these dayssss..
(Awesome cos time alone can never be more fulfilling, me thinks.)

WHOOHOOOOOOO mugmugmug is zzz, I cannot concentrate at all I swear. Plus I've been living on bread alone these days, wahlauxz I miss eating meat. I secretly wish someone would throw Chicken Gourmet's Devil Wings into my window nownownow. CHICKEN GOURMETTTTTTT. Seriously you know it has the best chicken wings anyone can get their hands on, 235134613 times better than KFC or Nando's!! I'm gonna dabao so many on the plane back home, for my own pleasure :) Sorry, none for all of you teeeeeehehehehehehe.

Bribe me if you want a piece of it. Maybe if I'm happy enough I'll grant you any chicken hair I find on it.
TATA ALL YOU FATTYS.

2009-06-09T14:42:00.004+08:00

Singapore
33°C
Current: Mostly Cloudy
Wind: SW at 11 km/h
Humidity: 63%
Tue 33° 27°
Wed 32° 26°
Thu 34° 26°
Fri 32° 26°

Canberra
5°C
Current: Mostly Cloudy
Wind: NW at 27 km/h
Humidity: 87%
Tue 9° 2°
Wed 7° -1°
Thu 10° -2°
Fri 13° -1°

And omg Thursday marks my first paper which is Econssss, BUT TELL ME HOW TO WRITE AT GODSPEED WHEN IT'S GONNA BE -2 DEGREES? And it's like cold x 23423462345 outside now, I even have to control my urge to pee cos it's such a chore just to walk across the freezing living room, it's like trudging across North Pole seriously. The wind's so strong, the trees outside are swaying so badly, it's like Hurricane Katrina going dingdong, open the door I'm here to visit you! That's how scarily cold it is. Plus point is that I havent left unilodge in 3 days now, imagine all that moolah that I've saved! Claps to you, Yuwen :)

P.S Good luck with the sun you Singaporeans! I know you all are dying from the heat hahahaha, have fuuuuunnnn :)

2009-06-08T22:11:00.003+08:00

[00:08] YUWEN:
trying to control yourself from wanking right must be
[00:08] YUWEN:
HAHA
[00:08] GCx - 2 more weeks to freedom!!!:
why must i control when millions of sperms will reproduce each day
[00:08] GCx - 2 more weeks to freedom!!!:
i dun wan to be a billionaire la
.
.
.
.
.
[00:13] YUWEN:
shut up and get lost
[00:14] GCx - 2 more weeks to freedom!!!:
always so rude
[00:14] YUWEN:
how many times do you want me to say bye to you?
[00:14] GCx - 2 more weeks to freedom!!!:
ch**bye
[00:14] System Message:GCx - 2 more weeks to freedom!!! is offline

2009-06-08T09:58:00.003+08:00

I swear I could almost die last night. Somehow there was this constant clicking sound at my door the entire night, it's like something's pushing the door but it cant be opened, and it seriously scared the hell out of me. Why? Cos I conjured this image of a girl at my door (no thanks to the email that nyj fwded me about this girl who died a really tragic death, and that she'll haunt me if i did not forward the mail. But no worries, I've already forwarded the mail to Mervyn), and I even dreamt of her?! Yes you got me, I dreamt that my door was finally opened and the girl was at the door staring down at me. I remember there was once I even woke up to find myself sitting on my bed, like just sitting there but I swear I was asleep. Oh and another dream was that I woke up in someone else's room, like this indian guy's room. He banged the door down and said that he's been locked out for an hour, and he was freaking out cos he woke up in my room, HAHA. And he saw the girl too -.- Kudos to nyj, you got my soul drifting away.

I cant help but feel that I'm being watched too idk why, it's seriously scaring meeeeeeeee. Maybe I've been having too many late nights recently and I'm thinking too much, ohwells.

2009-06-06T02:43:00.002+08:00

The cold is so bad, I'm still defrosting my soles after a full hour. Not forgetting the half hour I spent standing under a full blast heated shower. FML, seriously, I cant even feel anything that I'm stepping on anymore!

P.S Anyone who wants to assassinate me by littering glass splinters on the ground better act fast.

2009-06-05T12:08:00.006+08:00

I'm successfully spacing out.
HELP COME PLEASE.

P.S Hins Cheung is pretty good-looking :) Let's swoooooooon

2009-06-03T13:36:00.007+08:00

I feel that I should address the issue of my breakup with N since it's a rather confusing but simple issue. Yeah, he initiated the breakup but no, it was mutual. In fact, I think I wanted the breakup more than he did. Simply put, I'm not ready to be in a relationship (the last one dealt a huge blow on me, and now I'm afraid of commitments, call me a Pussy), and coupled with the fact that I think we're not compatible (he thinks so too), I felt that it was utterly selfish of me to be tgt with him still. But I mean, I'm prolly thinking too much into matters that are superficially dire, but I think I know myself well enough to know that we'll prolly not work out. I may be too selfish or critical, but if this is the kind of start I can give him, seriously I cannot imagine just how much effort I would put in for this r/s in the future. I know N knows that too. There're many issues that I'm trying to come to terms with myself, and until I'm more or less feeling settled and ready for another r/s, I'll not jump into another one just like I did. I was in the wrong, and I know I cannot simply right the wrong with any form of justifications. It's just me I guess, I cant even read myself sometimes. I really wish our friendship will last though, N really makes a good companion. Till then, my books are beckoning me.

(Revision's more dire now, and I swear I feel so damn unprepared zzz. I dont know how many times I've said this already but still, I CANT WAIT TO BE BACK IN SG. If there's only one kind of loving I can ever find in this world, it'll be my friends and family back there, and nothing else.)

TATA

2009-06-02T23:37:00.007+08:00

Mugging's too boring a process, I just couldnt help it, so I googled "Funny Pictures" and these are what I got:

Check out that old aunty's face HAHA, CLAAAASSSSSIC.

And Megan Fox is the ultimate hotness. Is she really a man?!?

Last but not least, a tribute to my dear old friend,

2009-06-02T22:53:00.002+08:00

I was looking through some old pictures and I came across this one, it sure made the tap active again.

2009-06-02T16:07:00.003+08:00

"If I could be any enzyme, I would be DNA helicase so I could unzip your genes."

HAHAHA this is hilarious. Okay back to studying, adios!

2009-05-31T21:43:00.003+08:00

I've got a rather sad life, and nothing's gonna help, like seriously.

Nobody understands, it's scariest when my mind's a dead town.
What to do, I've chosen to walk this path alone.
May the monsters of the world leave me alone in peace,
I need some peace.

I'm going to fail my exams, ohno.
Retail therapy come my way please.
Mommy I want lots of money, wont you grant me heaps of cash?

2009-05-31T12:13:00.006+08:00

Mervyn on Friday aftn: Let's go for dinner tgt, ask Kenneth along
Mervyn first minutes later: Let's go Sydney for dinner! We chiong there and chiong back, Veron and Hesheng coming along too.
Me: Wtf?
(And fyi, Sydney's 3h away from C.)

So Friday night saw us leaving Canberra for Batesman Bay for Seafood dinner, like wtf seriously? Hahaha, how random but damn fun chop stamp swear. One and a half hours drive down was sleep inducing but the excitement was not waning at all. Upon reaching, we had a mega huge ass seafood banquet consisting of lobsters, scallops, huge ass prawns, clams and whatnot,
oh
my
god.
The seafood was so fresh, I swear I could feel them swimming in my huge ass tummy. The restaurant owner was hilarious too, he couldnt stop hugging me and telling me that age is not important (he's 60 excuse me!). HAHA. He was really cordial though, he even treated us to a bottle of reds.

So as late as the night seemed, we trudged on to Wollongong which took another 2.5 hours. Sydney was slightly further away so we gave the idea up zzz, where's the spirit homies!? But ah, sleep inducing again esp after the huge ass dinner haha. Spent the night at Novotel there, cosy, lovely.

The morning saw us spending some time at the beachside feeding some good old bread to birds and some even huge ass birds (I cant remember what they're called, dont shoot me), but yeah, those really huge kinds you see in Jurong Bird Park with huge beaks and fat asses. Pictures up soon I hope, gotta wash the film of my Vivitar and scan them! So very exciting :D But yeah, breakfast and all, and a walk down the beach again. I've got this huge ass cut from falling on the rocks, suckerzxzx.

Shhhooooopppinnnnnnggg later on at Wollongong's Crown Street Mall omgomgomg, so much better than C's malls I swear! Hello Canberra Centre, you can seriously just go spontaneous combust yourself and seriously it wont make a difference here, even AMK Hub's more happening than you, suck balls.

Anw end story was I'm really tired and I didnt study at all, balls. Got my Math assignment to rush and Stats quiz which I'm still in the midst of doing zzzxzxzxzzzz, me is leading a terribly sad life. I want to go homeeeeeeeeeeee

ROADTRIP FTW. Oh and the roads in the mountains were really scary (think Initial D/Fast and Furious). There were no street lamps at all all the way (we were on the mountains most of the time) and those little towns really scream monsters and murderers, I swear at some point in time, I could visualize some huge ass furry ball charging to the car with a sawknife in hand. We even made it up to two mountain tops and we were breathing in clouds.

Okay whatever, we're safe, that's good. Balls to the small town murderers.

2009-05-28T19:22:00.003+08:00

Back to square one.

To think that I was actually ready? I'm a fool, it's pretty wasted, really.
Nvm, now I've got Restaurant City to keep me alive woooots.

2009-05-20T16:12:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHA LAME ASS IDIOTS, WHAT I REALLY MEANT WAS 23 JUNE

HAHAHAHHAHAHAAHHAH

2009-05-18T21:13:00.001+08:00

WARNING: I'M GONNA BE HOME, ON THE 23RD.

HERE I COME, MY LOVES.

2009-05-12T22:36:00.004+08:00

I had really yummy Cabonara for dinner tonight, diet epic fail.

Honey, your story's not broken.
It's torn, sad, and worn, but safety-pinned.
Lilly, you've already found it.
It's up to you to make the pieces fit.

This lyric's so apt.

2009-05-11T18:11:00.003+08:00

I'm ohsoverybroke now! Ohemgee, it's gonna be Indomee Fest till the day I receive money again :( Pat's going to visit YJ again today, aiyoh mates, money fall from the sky for you two is it. Hahaha but I dont care, YJ you're so coming down again! For me ah for me, not your BFF, cos I swear my jealousy o-meter's gonna bust.

Diet ftw! And, L4D's very tempting but no way shit, studystudystudy FYW. And, must start to run big time already, I can foresee myself turning into Shrek soon.

2009-05-10T13:51:00.003+08:00

The Nanking Massacre issues' so annoying. Seriously Japan should just acknowledge it and teach their people to learn from history's mistakes, dont make the descendants battle out over such ignorance and just look at that dissent that's evergrowing seriously. Grow out of that kidssss, grow out of that denial.

And, I'm sosososo broke. Mommy, send moneeeeey to me quick :( And Happy Mother's Day! I've got a card for you you know! But I haven't had the time to send it out hahaha.

And yes S, very Happy Birthday, love you so :)

2009-05-08T01:51:00.002+08:00

I think I've just swallowed a whole handful of happy pills :)

2009-05-05T00:34:00.003+08:00

Just caught House Bunny with Max, really freak show I love it so much. Was watching Deja Vu just the other day and some other shows on my own through the night. Max's ext harddrive's really evil.

And, Jolene Koh finally picked up my call just now!! But sorry missy, my talk time ran out so the line got cut zz. Will call you again :) And hello Yolanda Chin, I'm not sure if you're gonna read this but I really do miss you and Janice a lot. Please study hard for your exams and we'll skype soon enough okay :)

Alright, it's 237am and I haven't bathed. Gonna studyyyyy alright I'm so gross I know, so what I'm a rockstar. I CANT WAIT TO MEET MY DEAREST BFF. And that being said, I'm gonna miss some souls back here in C when I'm gone :(

2009-05-03T09:38:00.009+08:00

Macs brekkie this morning totally made up for all that booze that made me gag last night (or rather this super-morning). Aaron's birthday surprise was well, a great one I must say. Happy Birthday fellow :) Wine, Vodka, Black Label and more wine just killed me in the stomach. Played some hilarious card game that just got us into drinking, drinking and more drinking action. Things like, "..okay now we're going to speak chinese throughout..", or "..nobody's supposed to say any pronouns..", or "..nobody says any vulgarities.." or "..we must say lj before we start saying anything..". So yeah, whoever breaks the rules drink up. I was the first to die out (as very expected), while the rest were still well must I say, standing strong, hahaha, damn it. Charles and Aaron got the toilet cards, but they fucking selfishly peed in the front yard instead so that we wouldnt get to pee in the toilet, very assholes those fellows. The whole night was a joke la please.

Worse was what happened before that. Max and I went to catch The Boy in Striped Pyjamas and Wolverine was to show after that, so we decided to sneak in without paying. What we least expected was that there were seat allocation for Wolverine, wtffff seriously, that rarely happens here I think. So we were happily sitting there smirking and thinking that we were so damnright smart, but not before long, some retard came and told us that we were sitting at their seats. Paisay ttm please, we were like "Eh we're here cos some other people took our seats too, but we've thrown our tickets away." It was bloody hell full house some more, like the huge cine theatre you know.

Shit it, hopefully nobody recognized us.
And, I found a very good laksa shop!!
Plus, I remember Tianyu poured water down my back when I was sloshed, I remember okay you shit.

2009-04-28T22:46:00.002+08:00

A smashing week just wheezed by, the emptiness that I'm feeling is so very profound now. I hate it whenever she leaves :( Nonetheless, we had sososo much fun together. The first night saw us hitting Academy. Ohemgee doomch doomch doomch, party party party! Hell of a night, slut dancing so very sexaye huh :) For two nights after that, Max, Joy and Don came to my place and we drank like nobody's business, penalty from Indian Poker. My neighbour Sam joined us too :) Too much excitement killed us, nearly.

Okay back to hit the books, sucks to be here, really :(
I want to go back home.

2009-04-23T17:02:00.000+08:00

We're the Voodoo Dolls

2009-04-20T23:52:00.004+08:00

I can't believe I'm feeling what I'm feeling now. Seriously, who doesn't love to be loved? I'm just disappointed I guess. I wish he could know what I'm feeling now, cos I really, am, feeling quite shitty. I wanna scream in his face that I do too, but alas, Courage has abandoned me.

Stupid Yuwen, seriously. He didnt say anything to you at all.

2009-04-19T16:43:00.004+08:00

L4D.

And honeys, I really miss clubbing with you all :(

It's free fall and so raw all over again. I hate it whenever this feeling comes back to haunt me, pushes me into the depths of depression, so tedious to climb back up, so tedious. Sometimes I really wonder if coming here has ever been the right decision, 'cos there's only one goal and I must score it. I can't do this alone, need some strength from somewhere somehow. Hello Lord, save me.

And Happy Bday LQ :)

2009-04-17T15:27:00.000+08:00

L4D and mahjong all night thru morning cannot get any better. Woke up at 4 and L4D again. I live for the holidays :)

2009-04-16T05:30:00.003+08:00

I've just sent Cindy off.

We spent the whole night/morning talking/doing laundry/playing m a h j o n g.
Feel the love dudes.
And kiss my frozen ass.

2009-04-15T10:54:00.004+08:00

I've got absolutely nothing to do for 2 weeks starting now, zsxohemgee. Hopefully I get a job downstairs at the Daily Market though, hopefully. I hate thinking of the prospect of having to study during the holidays, what a spoilsport please. But with Cindy gone for Singapore by Thursday and Max already gone for Gold Coast, I'm pretty much screwed, and lonely :( Max asked initially if I wanted to go to GC with them, but no money! Aaron's leaving for GC this Thursday too and he gave me the invitation as well, omg soverytempting SHOULD I GO?

Okay whatever Yuwen, you have no money so just shut up.

We were supposed to play mj till morning last night, but Cindy and I waved the white flag at 3. We were supposed to be at Aaron's house by now but ah, I'm feeling really lazy already :( The only happy thing to look forward to is swimming at Mervyn's place later, whoopiedoop!

2009-04-14T03:27:00.012+08:00

SYDNEY WAS HELLUVA FUN CHOPCHOP SWEAR

The company was really good, thankgod for Cindy my chilloutsistar, else I'd have been depressed to death. Anw we drove up to Sydney, Kenneth was the love, being our chauffeur for the entire four days teehee :) THE SHOPPING WAS SO EXCELLENT ZXOMGAWD PADDY'S AND GEORGE STREET MADE US SO HAPPY GALXZX.

Then to the Nelson and Anna Bay beaches where we did Sand Gliding (or sth like that, you know those kind where you sit on boards and slide down sand dunes meehee) and to Bondi Beach where we tanned our day away. A pity we didnt take many photos at Bondi, it was so bee eu tee foo, lying away on the soft miniscule sand grains under that extensive sky has never felt so good before :) Sentosa sucksxzxzxz

I didn't get my watch in the end, the boutique didnt carry it and I had to get it at DFS but time was tight, so fuck it :(

SYDNEY'S SUCH A MUST GO PLEASE

2009-04-07T22:41:00.003+08:00

Considering the amount of food I've been stuffing myself with ever since the we-must-stay-up-till-the-dawn-breaks-when-we-study syndrome sank in, it seriously justifies no means or ends. I'm just getting fat and that's that. No matter what anyone says, I know I'm putting on massive lard load. So be kind and just tell me in my face that I've grown biggeeeer, I need the hard fact :(

Okay, time to hit the gym soon.

On another note, exams end on Thursday and we'll be heading down to Sydney on Friday morning! Vroomvroom Sydney, here we come :) I wonder how Cindy and I are gonna survive the trip there, seriously. Partying the night before's just gonna make us seriously car ill. We've made plans to take a window each and we hang our heads in preparation for mega Puke Fest while Kenneth drives. Good Lord.

And, Finance paper today was okaaaay, considering the fact that I only mugged one day for it cos I remembered the wrong examination date zzz, claps to me. Math1115 tomorrow, the tough job. I'll need more luck than I've ever considered myself getting. ZAC ZAC ZAC time to sleep gooooodnight fellows.

/edit
YJ's going back to Singapore on Thursday, I'm gonna miss her. Actually fuck it, I already do. Why can't I go back zzz. Hope you have loads of fun being back there honey, give me a number that I can contact you with, I'll still need you wherever you go. Let's chiong school in the mean time! Loveyousistarsistar

2009-04-06T23:16:00.004+08:00

I miss my parents fucking a lot. Truth to be told, I was never really close to my parents through my teens, not until when I had too much time to waste after A's that I actually took the effort to spend mornings having breakfast with them even if it meant that I was to get out of bed at 7. But I know they'd never given up on me even through all the disappointments that I made them go through. Inside me though, I've always loved them more than anything else. I do everything to my utmost best cos I want to make them feel proud to have a child like me. Everything that I do and have done, I do it for them. They give up so much for me and my brother, that I must repay them. All my life I've screamed and shouted in their faces, never understanding what they were going through in life. Behind all that strong facade, I know they're weak within too. We all are. I really miss the two oldies fucking a lot.

2009-04-06T05:59:00.004+08:00

The Bitch's going back today :(

On a side note, I read some random xxx's blog where the couple called each other Fatty. That name resonated in my mind for a while, but I felt no tinge of anything. Just plain empty feelings.

:) Seems like I can finally move on.

2009-04-05T15:39:00.003+08:00

We are two sick (like coughcoughcough sick, not anything else thanks) bitches.

zzz

2009-04-04T03:42:00.003+08:00

The chinese songs are on shuffle and they sound too good when I'm studying :) NYJ's over for the weekend, which only makes me the happiest (and fattest) girl in town. We haven't stopped eating ever since she's been here fingers up I swear. Maggiemee fried rice maggiemee maggiemee ohemgeeeeeeee LOAD THE FATS TTMzxzzxz someone give me free lipo please, I really need desperately thankxxxx

I think I'm troubled, somehow. How? Just fuck it.

2009-04-01T05:01:00.001+08:00

Tell me I'm tired, tell me I need to rest, tell me I cant have the whole world.

Cause feeling pain's a hard way to know you're still alive.

2009-04-01T04:58:00.000+08:00

So smart, I like :)

2009-03-31T15:49:00.002+08:00

2 canberra people?
Give me my prize for guessing who's the second one.

Seriouslyyyy

2009-03-30T03:45:00.003+08:00

Hello nutheads,
it's
like
bloody
hell
645
EH EM
and
i
have
been
mugging
since
10
PEE EM,
not
including
the
afternoon
mugging
ohplease
i'm
dying
from
eyebag
explosion
please
bless
me
thankyou

2009-03-28T05:54:00.003+08:00

I understand, I truly do. If waiting's all you're gonna do, I'll gladly wait with you. You've got me and the two girls always :)

2009-03-25T01:20:00.001+08:00

Look at us!

In anyways, I've just completed my Econs essay CLAPCLAP TO ME. I'm missing YJ big time already. Flying over to Melbourne for shopping&clubbing with my very beloved was just the respite I needed from all that incessant studying, and it was totally worth it I swear. Sorry again to Lulu, we forgot to print out a mega poster of you. Clubbing reallly would have rocked even more with you around. Even with the nehneepok songs they were playing (songs were awesome la just that I missed Canberra songs more teehee, I'm kampong girl all-lay-day), half of me wished you were around. YJ and I had so much fun, but the fuller picture was just missing you. The present we got you would make us whole again :)

2009-03-24T01:59:00.003+08:00

Because Honey, I want to do it the hard way, I want you to pine no more. You may hate me, or not, but I still think that I should leave no room for mercy of your heart to linger further. Call me cruel, call me insensitive, I still would do this ten times over if I know you'll get hurt. Have you not gotten enough pain out of this? I know it's tough, but holding on/thinking of the would-have-beens would be even more heart-searing. So just fuck it, seriously just fuck it. The future looks so bloody bright on your side, dont ruin it.

Iloveyou.

2009-03-23T15:43:00.010+08:00

Melbourne had too much loving in store for me
:)

2009-03-22T09:28:00.004+08:00

From YJ's blog:

HAHA I swear last night left us high and dry, had a change of plans and decided to stay home for some drinks instead of clubbing the night away. Yuwen was dead and gone after 2hrs of fun, she couldnt move AT ALL and slept in my living room, outside the toilet.. I’d to text my cousin before drinking and told him to inform me when he was on his way home so that we could calm ourselves down.

me: hey text me on your way home gotta clean up first (YAH RIGHT)
him at 5 in the morning: haha.. clean up? like pick your friend up from the living room to your room? why so cham all sleep outside the toilet?

HAHA we died laughing seriously. AND WE COULDNT WAKE IN TIME FOR GREAT OCEAN ROAD TRIP, this is what happens when we’ve too much fun zzzz.

BH deleted ALL our insane photos cos she was so drunk she couldnt operate the camera properly. A blessing in disguise really, you wouldn’t wna see how dead Foong was. Peace to the world.

Dear God, YJ and I seriously cannot thank you enough for putting us in different states but still put us close enough to each other, else we'd have totally slept outside the toilet almost everyday. If we could, we definitely would, HAHA. Anw the photos were too seriously hilarious and hideous, you wouldnt wanna see them all, especially the dancing ones, totally like hiphop jelly dancing (we were all damn nua on drinks please)

2009-03-18T10:37:00.005+08:00

Last night's Study Attempt No. xxx was too good to be true. We ended at 5ish baby FIVE-ISH. Clapclapclap to Foong Yu Wen and mates :D Was supposed to head to Macs for breakkie but the morning wind was so bloody ice-popping ttm, M and I sprinted and jelly-pop-hopped all the way non-stop hits from Cindy's hostel to mine CAN YOU JUST IMAGINE IT? Hilarious tothemaxzxz I swear. Slept till 12 and almost missed my Stats lecture. Ohwell. This week's gonna be sucky for me, I've got too many assignments to complete before heading down to Melbourne for the weekend.

Goodday mates :)

2009-03-17T18:54:00.000+08:00

Eh zxomg? I haven't blogged for like what, 2 weeks. I've been busy with school, with friends and with settling my daily meals. Life sucksxzz. But anw I'm like seriously missing my friends from all over. Lulu next time you better pick up my call I'm warning you! And Jan&Yo, skype more pleaseee I miss laughing at you two idiots. Alright gtg study, life is just full of shit and studying till late nights and taohuizui. I read a mail from my Daddy and I just cryed. Called ngyingjing and all's fine. On another note, I dont know what to feel about g_ys anymore, I really dont know. I'm just gonna study. Byebye

2009-03-08T15:57:00.002+08:00

Ohman so NYJ and Baohui left for Melb this morning, I'm so zzz now. The past two days were just orgasmic, I dont remember being this happy since coming here!! I miss her sosososo much omg, even my mom knew that I'll be superduper excited with yj around hahaha, she was like telling yj "I bet she's being damn noisy now" lawl. Anw I didnt manage to wake up on time on Friday to pick yj up cos I got pissed drunk from thursday night. End of story. Friday and Sat were OMG FUN. Hitting the clubs and sd-ing her again was sosososo missed. LULU WE FORGOT TO PRINT A POSTER OF YOU PAISAY AH. They didnt wanna go yesterday night initially, till the throng (think 7) of clubbing kings/queens crashed my room and convinced them to go. I so swear (I know I shouldnt) they didnt regret a single bit of yesterday night even if they were dead beat this morning, right loves? :)

AND NYJ HAPPILY BROUGHT MY PASSPORT BACK TO MELBOURNE CAN YOU SENSE HER STUPIDNESS?

2009-03-06T19:33:00.002+08:00

Getting pissed drunk is nothing new but getting my eyelashes/brows burnt? Now that's something new.

LOVELOVELOVE YJ IS RIGHT BESIDE ME NOW HAHAHA

2009-03-02T18:09:00.002+08:00

I'm bored to death, I can't wait till Friday arrives. I'll be in the airport first thing in the morning, I'll even arrive in my party clothes from Thursday night if I have to do so. Bestie we're going to have the time of our lives :D

P.S Actually I haven't planned what we can do besides hitting the clubs HAHA so let's put our impromptu spirit to the test :)

Till then, loveloveyou.

2009-03-01T08:28:00.002+08:00

Clubbing.two.nights.in.a.row.is.not.a.joke.
at all.

I'm sososo shag. Now that reminds me of the tuts I need to print out.
ZZZZZZZ

Somoeone send me ten thousand pillows, thankxxzzzzz. Oh and there's Absinth here, DAMN BLOODY STRONG ohmygosh we keep ta-ing the Absinth. No joke please. That drink just burns my entire throat, sometimes it feels like it's making me combust.

Okay back to sleep. Then printing lecture notes and tuts later. Lifeissoboring. (Hi honey I'm missing you big time) Ohyeah and shopping omg, we went for shopping blitz yesterday. 300+++ bucks zoomed into the sky like rockets. Dongdongchiang, my mom is going to kill me soon.

2009-02-26T07:03:00.002+08:00

Okay I'm f-ing pissed off with my roommate already. He completely created an unsightly mess in the kitchen last night but didnt clean up. F him la. Okay I'm so hypocritical, he just walked in the house and I just smiled and said hi to him still. Whatever, like seriously okay, I even helped to clean the stove already, which is really my limit. My hands are coarse now ALL BECAUSE OF HIM. Slapslapslap bitch. Okay give me a boost pill, I'm gonna confront him now.

(Okay give him one brownie point for wearing his shades while chopping onions.)

2009-02-24T18:45:00.004+08:00

The fire alarm went off again just now, and almost immediately before I evacuated out of my room, I tried to call Veron to ask her if it was Kenneth who burnt another chinaplate in the microwave. But anw, I found out later that it was Bjorn's room that caused it hahaha, hilarious I swear. Apparently the guys were frying fish fingers, and it got too smoky so they opened the front door, YOU CAN JUST IMAGINE HOW SMOKY IT MUST HAVE BEEN THAT IT TRIGGERED THE FIRE ALARM. So funny cant stop laughing

First time when it was the chinaplate, Kenneth and HS had a ridiculous scene..

HS: (calling K) Eh you know there're a lot of people downstairs, got fire!
K: Dont worry, I was the one who started the fire.

2009-02-22T13:49:00.001+08:00

OHEMGEE NGYINGJING ARE YOU SERIOUS THAT YOU'RE COMING?

ARE YOU SERIOUS ARE YOU SERIOUSLY SERIOUS?
OHEMGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

2009-02-22T07:47:00.004+08:00

Friends, I miss all of you so damn much. It's different, the feeling's so different. It's hollow within me. I need my bitches here with me, I need my gossipgirls here with me, I need them to laugh with me and to let me know that everything's the same and love everlasting. Here, when I fail, it's free fall and so raw, the comfort blanket nonexistant. We come in a package, but now I stand alone. I cant portray myself the same way as I always do, it's just so different. School opens tomorrow, I'll do what's best for me, I'll bury myself in work.
Let's harvest this heart, not the sorrow.

This message goes out to all my Loves, I love and miss all of you so damn bloody much.

2009-02-18T16:38:00.004+08:00

Whoopie, my roomie is making pancakes. PANCAKES, when apparently he cant really cook (from my observation that is). My mom's equally scared, says she's gonna scoot before he finishes cooking so he wont have the chance to offer her any of it. Hi Sam if you're reading this, I ate one pancake okay :)

Supre shopping blitz got me in bigbigbig trouble.

2009-02-17T23:00:00.001+08:00

Elder bro: Do you want to see my brother's diapers?

Younger bro: (Flashes diapers)

2009-02-16T21:34:00.001+08:00

OMG I'M FINALLY SETTLED IN.

HAHAH THE WEATHER'S DAMNDAMN TEMPERAMENTAL, WORSE THAN PMS. IT'S DAMN COLD IN THE MORNINGS, I CAN STAY IN THE HOT SHOWER FOR AN HOUR AND BE TOO HUMJI TO STEP OUT OF IT. IN THE AFTERNOON, IT CAN BE DAMN WINDY, TOTALLY CHILL TO THE BONES, INSTANT ICEPOPPED. AT NIGHT, DONT EVEN MENTION IT, I NEED THE HEATER TO STAY ALIVE. AND IMAGINE KIDS, IT'S ONLY SUMMER. HOW TO SURVIVE THROUGH WINTER YOU TELL ME?

DAMN FUNNY TOO, MY ROOMIE'S AN ANGMOH GUY(YES VERY WEIRD, MINE'S A DISCREPANCY CASE), BUT HE'S VERY SHY HAHA, AND HE DOESNT DO HIS DISHES OMGZZZ. TOTALLY ATTRACTED A COCKROACH LAST NIGHT, WHICH YOURS TRULY BRAVELY DUMPED INTO THE LOO (CUE SKIP TO THE LOU). Yeah I do his dishes secretly so he wont feel paisay, nice right :) teehee

Anw I've been doing damn a lot of shopping for electrical appliances/household stuffs/groceries. One day the trolley was too full, we attempted to push it all the way back to the hostel room WHICH MY MOM GOT A WARNING FOR HAHAHA, trolleys are not allowed into the hostel. (Cos I made her push the trolley back downstairs teeheehee, me scared paisay). There are tons of Asians here too, so I'm not all that worried. My new Singaporean friends are love, so funny, I can die laughing. Skipped some hostel party to play pool/table soccer/table tennis with them, gonna go shopping tmr too, I cant wait :) OH AND THE CLOTHES HERE ARE DAMN CHEAP AND YUMMY, SUPRE FCUK BLAHBLAHBLAH SHOP UNTIL I DIEEEEE but not yet la, I've been looking at them only and not buying, mommy will scold/nag. Wait for her to return to Singapore first :D

KRISPYKREMES HERE TOO, ANYONE WANTS ANY? :)

2009-02-13T15:33:00.001+08:00

Bye Friends

Only 3 words,

I love you.

2009-02-13T03:20:00.003+08:00

I looked at old fb pictures (yeah la not very old but still, few months already!) and it's so nostalgic. All our partying, goofing around, outings..ohemgee and new friends, new gossips, new bitchings. The feeling is so URGH, like seriously. In fact I doubt I'll seriously tear later, just sad I guess. Fwenxx, please go home before 8. I know I shouldnt turn back, but JUST IN CASE I turn around and look at all of you on the opposite side of the glass, I'll really seriously drown myself in tears. That would really have sucked I swear.

I just want my promised Chanel 2.55 NOW HAHAHA

AHHH this is prolly my last blog post in Singapore. Bye lovers, bye fwenxs, bye Pineapple Tarts. I'll really miss everything, everyone. Dinner at home just now was pretty quiet, as usual, and I liked it. That was prolly my last dinner at home as well. Ohwell, at least I'm done packing the check-in luggage (only). For the rest, well I've done my best and God will do the rest (RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT?! Luggages if you're reading this, please have some sense to grow some hands and pack the remaining shit into yourselves) hahahaha I'm feeling ohtoolazy to do anymore shit packing SO BYEBYE SINGAPORE, (I'LL) STAND UP FOR (YOU) SINGAPORE, REALLY.

Vday will be so zzzzzzzzz

Give me one more day (to pack) OHGOD

2009-02-11T11:04:00.009+08:00

Eh time is moving ohtoofast, I dont want to leave ah! Some superhero come save me from Mr Time please, we'll fly into the sky together whoosh.

Now that i tried to
talk to you and make you understand
all you have to do
is close your eyes and just reach out your hand
and touch me
hold me close
dont ever let me go

2009-02-11T03:03:00.004+08:00

"lets see, sat night i was woken up at like 2 am in the morning by LIM BOON KIAT who called like i dont know 3 times very urgently so i was like WHATS THE EMERGENCY OMG WHAT HAPPENED (i dont know why i was thinking there was a fire in my head, i think its cos i was watching too many movies with explosions in them a few hours earlier HAHAHHA) and so apparently he and and the foongster were making a bet to see if i would pick up the phone. like THANKS AH! so i stayed up for an hour and talked to them and then went back to bed at like 3 plus."

JANICE LIU HAHAHA, WAS PUNKED.

2009-02-11T00:57:00.003+08:00

Crystal Jade steamboat buffet killed us I swear, ordered too much of everything, and we had the challenging task of clearing all the food WHICH WAS SIMPLY HILARIOUS.

We should have taken Before & After pictures of our endeavour: completely excited before the steamboat buffet and completely saddled with fatigue after the meal. We even squeezed pork liver/dumplings/noodle/pork into our mouths just to puke them all out in the toilet thereafter HAHA, DINER DASH. The waitresses totally blacklisted our table la, the leader of the (bitch) wolf pack told the other waitresses not to clear our unfinished plates zz I HATE HER. Wadevazzz, we had our Diner Dash trick :) One waitress cleared our cooked-food-carefully-hidden-inside tissues/under prawn shells plates and got scolded lololol sorry maaaan, we feel the pinch to pay for the unfinished food :)

I seriously think we're blacklisted, I'll not be surprised to see our pictures pasted outside CJ's restaurants one day like serioussssly.

P.S you should see how painful it was for YJ to even eat one leaf of a spinach towards the end.
P.P.S or how Tong Jiayi was on the verge of killing me for ordering 2 potions of pork.
P.P.P.S or Pearl and her stoned someone-save-me face.

Love :)

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TO YJ: Please stop exposing yourself, and me.

2009-02-11T00:50:00.003+08:00

We were having dinner at some Thai restaurant at Railmall..

YJ: Can we have the jasmine rice for free?
Waitress: ...huh, cannot la...
Me: Dont be like that la, Vday is around the corner, share the love!
Waitress: ...

After a while..
CW: Is the jasmine rice for free?
Waiter: Haha, no.

Epic fail. So when ZY (our unknowing victim) arrived, we told him that there was a promotion and the rice was for free, but he's got to ask for it.

ZY: Huh really ah?! Why so good
Us: Yeah but you've got to ask for it then they'll give you!
ZY: (Scans us) Eh how come I feel like this is a scam
(ZY calls waiter)
ZY: Hey can I have rice?
Waiter: Ok
(Waiter walks away)
Us: Eh actually bluff you one la, the rice isn't for free HAHA

ZY: EH WAITER COME BACK I DONT WANT THE RICE

2009-02-09T10:58:00.004+08:00

OH BTW, I did something a few nights back that I'm extremely proud of myself for, Ifreakingkilledacockroach :) It was playing hide&seek with me while I was using the com in my bro's room, near 2am, me thinks. Anw so there it was, making incessant fluttering noise and killing the silence that made it inexcusable for me to extinguish it. So I whisked out the cockroachticide and charged at that creature, which in its defence flew around my bro's bed for god knows why, prolly hoping to seek refuge in his opened snoring mouth. Fuming, I simply aimed and shot the cockroach wherever it went (still around my bro).

That night, it took me half a bottle of cockroachticide and 500 calories to kill it, and prolly two years off my brother's life.

2009-02-09T00:10:00.002+08:00

Why were things like that,
and then they become like that,
then change/morph/kaboom,
become like that?

I dont know already
And this is when I always go,
Sia la.

2009-02-07T18:15:00.005+08:00

` the apparent mid-life crisis. says:

oh yeah

` the apparent mid-life crisis. says:

janice

` the apparent mid-life crisis. says:

she's leaving for aust next fri leh

J. says:

i knowww

J. says:

hahaha

YUWEN says:

he's the only idiot who thinks that i'll be leaving only after you return

` the apparent mid-life crisis. says:

so are we going to visit her and give her 2 tight slaps?

` the apparent mid-life crisis. says:

hahahhahaahahahahahahahahaaha

J. says:

for what

YUWEN says:

YEAH FOR WHAT

J. says:

we give you 2 tight slaps more like ah

` the apparent mid-life crisis. says:

for fun

2009-02-05T21:39:00.002+08:00

Oh and I figured since I love fish and veg too much since forevaxzz, I'm turning myself into a Pescarian :) Sounds good huh. Pescarian, pescarian, pescarian..I'm a Pescarian! Alright whatevaxxxzxz Foong Yu Wen, just shut up.

Breakfast yesterday with Yolanda was so delightful :) Chitchatbitchrant, we lovelovelove the most. McGriddles tastes yummier with Yolanda eating it with me! We still laugh very hideously honey, seriously.

Lunched with Pearl & YJ after yoga, same old same old bitching! Pearl so cutexx, YJ so bitchy, I had a good time laughing at them, as usual :)

Lunch today was with Enling, we totally walked off her cramps! Wow manxx, we is too good :) Clapclapclap. She is great chatting partner, also my Complain Bin. Rubbish complains go in and hopefully never see the light of day again. And I got my earholes pierced again!! Yes, my second and third earholes in two weeks :D Cos basically my first-ever Sec 1 earholes (Yeah I categorized them for easier reference) closed up already, so yeaaah..

Dinner after that with Jolene Koh Hong Kiew woots! Miss you so much ah missy, how long have I not seen you?! But love you anw :) And eh we didnt even camwhore today zz

I'm tired already, and my mom wont stop nagging about my retainersxx. Yeah they've been out there on the living room table since before CNY, I bet my relatives have all seen them already.

SO WHAT, I am a rockstar.

2009-02-02T19:55:00.004+08:00

Road Trip was too fun, so unplanned and impromptu, we is spontaneous decision makers, very good :) YJ, Amelia & I are too cool, let's drool !

I'm too tired to post pictures today, another day perhaps. We seriously nearly ventured into every spot of Singapore, having a road trip is really too cool let's drool, be jealous much!

A, we love you :)

2009-01-30T00:00:00.004+08:00

I think I'm getting so so so boring, to the point of dl-ing and watching movies, and rewatching them. Where's the joy in hanging out anymore? I dont know, town's getting too boring either, right yj? Sustained. And when they said Bikram's awesome for slimming, I didnt expect the muscle mass to pile up way so high, I hate my new big thighs. And I'm currently rather emotionally versatile, even Wild Child made me cry. It's the stress, I tell myself. I'm usually rather void of emotions, except the usual crazy outbursts. Crying's not my cup of tea, at all. And at the end of the day, I dont quite recognise myself anymore.

Hi mistress, stop crying. The tears might drown you.

2009-01-25T18:11:00.002+08:00

Some f-er with a weird indian accent called me today, sounding too retarded, and he has the weirdest laughter.

9778****: Hello Happy New Year!
Me: Hey there, to you too! Who're you?
9778****: I happy, you happy
Me: Hahaha, stop playing, who're you?
9778****: I happy, you happy
Me: (Thinking: Ok this person is so weird) Eh I happy la
9778****: I happy, you happy
Me: Yeahyeahyeah I happy you happy you happy I also happy
9778****: Happy New Year
Me: Yeah now tell me who're you?
9778****: I happy, you happy

Okay besides that rather amusing incident, now I'm bored. While waiting for The Curious Case of Benjamin Button to load, I'll go watch Mona Lisa's Smile. Goodbye!

2009-01-23T23:32:00.005+08:00

I'm so overly happy today cos I've finally gotten my hair trimmed!! The last I had a haircut was like what, after the Cambodia trip in June?! (Was it June?) Ah whatever, but you can totally imagine how unkempt my hair had been all this while right. Hahaha and best is I'm left with only half my fringe wooooots, I is looking so cutezxx me lubsx it :)

YJ had her extensions done too, act blond only this kind. Cant stand it whenever she exclaims how gorgeous she looks now, CANT STAND IT. The last time she had her hair dyed, it took her 3days before her excitement waned. Why is my instinct telling me to stay away from her for the next few days? Hmm I wonder.

Wait I'm supposed to blog about sth, sth about Lulu.. but I can't remember what. Should be sth extremely hilarious. Ohwells, I shall wait for someone to remind me, too lazy to ask either her or YJ! Oh anw, Aston's very nice, we should go back again soon! Fish so very cheap, I like.

TOODLES NOODLES I'm feeling so hungrrrrrry
OH AND WE RESERVED THE RALPHLAUREN HOODIES ALREADY TEEHEEHEE MY NEW LUBBBBB

Edit/ Now I remember!! We were talking about YJ's "new target" due to lubs at first sight with his credit card (wth right zzz) and Lulu got bitter &jealous since yj was adament about not sharing her target with her, so suddenly she just dropped the bomb by screaming, "NOW I WANT HIS FATHER".

HAHAHAHA, happy dreaming Lulu :)

2009-01-22T12:30:00.002+08:00

Ah what's with me, I've been sleeping at rather unearthly hours recently! Worse thing is I'll get hungry but I cant eat cos F-A-T already. Seriously I'm tipping the scales, hovering at 50 already WHY WHY WHYYY. Yoga so much run so much also no use, okayokay let's not panic, diet plans diet plans!

Diet Plan 1: STOP EATING
Diet Plan 2: STOP EATING
Diet Plan 3: STOP EATING

Okay there, settled. At the same time, I'm gonna pia Yoga & running. Diet diet dieeeet ftw! 2 sessions of Bikram later should do the job yo!

2009-01-19T12:16:00.002+08:00

NG YINGJING IS LUBSXZ

And Jolene Koh WHERE ARE YOU, I haven't seen you in ages, you're forever so busy yo! :( On another note, skype-ing with Yolanda&Janice on saturday night made me so so so happy, You two idiots, from laughing so heartily, I realised I missed you two so much please :) Every Saturday night, set ah! JAN YOU BETTER WAKE UP FOR US OKAY, YO & I SO WILLINGLY SACRIFICE OUR SLEEPING TIME FOR YOU LEH. Call us or you'll buy us more Tiff &Co presents :DDD

2009-01-16T22:53:00.004+08:00

Mommy: So how, does yoga make your boobs bigger?
Me: No, I'm so disappointed.
Mommy: Ohman, maybe going Auss will, since you've got more beef to eat there
Mommy: A pity seafood will be ex
Me: Yeah, there goes my fishies!
Mommy: Nvm la, ANU on mountain, got a lot of mountain tortoises
Me: -.-

Shit counting down is making me sadzzz :(
Anw I'm gonna list my To-Buy-Stuffs here since I have no foolscapes at home, damnit

- Laptop/Lappy bag
- Steamer to steam clothes
- Camera (OMG MOMMY SAID YES TO THIS)
- School bag
- Pens, markers, pencil, ruler, erazzer...
- Microphone for skyping wootsss!
- Some more clothes (I'm gonna be the victim of my Dad's murder rampage)
- Presents! (For my lovergirls/boys)
- School shoes (I so want a Fred Perry!! YJ's gonna get Coach omgzzz rich bitch)
Again, I'm gonna be the victim of my Dad's murder rampage.

Okay this is getting too senseless, I'm scooting!

2009-01-15T17:05:00.002+08:00

Me: Eh I dare you to ask for discount
YJ: Ogay
---
Uncle: Tissue, wu ge yi kuai qian (5 for $1)
YJ: Uncle, 50cents can or not?
Uncle: Huh? (Deliberates but shoves 3 packets in her face)
YJ: Hahaha uncle sorry ah I still dont want

KIAMPA

2009-01-14T13:41:00.005+08:00

OR THIS:

http://www.express.com/catalog/product.jsp?productId=9568&parentCategoryId=2&categoryId=22&subCategoryId=22

Help me choose one!

Oh and hello people if you see any pretty (casual, short, SATIN/LACE, hopefully not tube cos my chest abbit valli pathetic) gowns online, send it to me! I need so much help here, asap please, thanksthanks ah!

2009-01-14T11:16:00.003+08:00

Me: Eh woman meet at 2 at PS
YJ: Ogay
Me: Ugay
YJ: I think you mistook my number for Rayson's

2009-01-13T00:32:00.010+08:00

You fellow, deserve the best.

I wish I could forget you in a snap, I wish.

And friends, please refrain from using Fatty on me, it's highly sensitive somehow (Memory's a bitch). Lovelove

2009-01-11T22:13:00.003+08:00

I just came home from ANU's predeparture seminar &how do I feel about leaving? I just can't wait to know how it feels like to gobble down the very last piece of pineapple tart from the box that I'm gonna bring onto the plane. And know what, I'm gonna smuggle in Fried Shallots &Belachan too hahaha, MY FAVOURITESTS. (People, please dont play me out okay!) Ah, the new intakers look pretty fun, hopefully I'll really enjoy my stay there :) There was this senior though, that told us about how 3 years in Canberra is machiam 3 years farmstay -...-

SO VERY ENCOURAGING TO HEAR.
And how we must study damn damn damn hard cos ANU's like up there :( And there's only one shopping mall there. ZZXXZZZZ hello can someone tell me where to throw my $$$?

I'm going to shortlist a group of people to skype with already. Those of you whom receive my confirmation call, please be very honoured :) For the rest, stay close to your phones! (And pray hard that you're lucky enough to get my call hahahaha)

2009-01-08T13:48:00.002+08:00

Shit I cannot cannot cannot let myself fall into shit again.
CHAMPION A STOP TO DRAMAS

2009-01-06T19:26:00.002+08:00

My only New Year Resolution for 09 (Hello this is my first time!) :

Is to be financially independent.
Wootssssssss

2009-01-05T13:07:00.002+08:00

My Dear Ol' Janice called me from US again!! Bitching session so very lovely :)

2009-01-02T19:25:00.002+08:00

Today was spent having a whale of a time at my neighbour Yinkwan's place, watching her play WOW and gorging chocolate peanuts/tolberone/ginger cookies.

Best thing was after I got home, my granny made a damnright sinfuuulxx melted chedder cheese and ham sandwichxx. ~~Diet ftw!~~

2008-12-31T23:49:00.013+08:00

That's how my hostel looks like! Gosh it's getting me all excited already :) They even have packages where I get to preorder what I want in my room (bedsheets, computer/lappie, handphones etc etc) & it'll be right there once I check in, how cool is that!

But ah, I still feel depressed now & then just thinking about leaving everything behind in Singapore where I really really call home. 2008's been a complete rollercoaster adventure for me please. From temp-ing at Maybank, to spending quality time with my friends & making new friends, it leaves me with greater despair to be leaving than I'd ever imagine cos 2008's been like a dream come true, seriously. &then there's Justin, thanks for making me the person that I am today :) Though we may not be on good terms now, I still wish that you be happy &that we'll be talking to each other again properly one fine day.

& goodbye to clubbing! I once said that partying's just a phase that I want to live through, & I sure did :) So now, I'm keeping to my promise & kissing Partying goodbye in the ass. No more calling me a Party Animal honeys! It's left me with good memories & great friends, that I'll never ever forget or give up :)

To Yingjing my honey/Party Queen/everything you ask for in a girlf, I've had so much fun with you you you, I'm not sure how 2009 will be like without you (like most of it la huh), but I'm sure 2009 will be great for us both! Through up&down, in&out, you've been there for me all the time. Hahaha ilubsxchoobitch, truly madly deeply :) (& THANKS FOR YOUR NY'S WISH FOR ME TO BE SKINNIER, FOR THAT I'M WISHING FOR YOU TO BE PRETTIER, though I know it'll be very apparent that it's impossible, not that you're pretty enough - which I know you'll say- but because your ugliness is beyond repair)

To Lulu/Amanda/Pearly/LQ, Party Queens too please! (Except for LQ) But your company throughout this year meant the most to me & I really enjoyed all the time spent with you lovelies. Continue to suffer in school while I have a month left to play woots! LOVELOVE

To Grace/Wensheu/Cunbin, WHAT MORE TO SAY BUT ILU, seriously we've been fwenxxx since forevaxxx & we never fail to have so much fun &laughter whenever we hang out. What to do, fwenx for life what teehee :)

To Jolene Koh, sorry I always owe you $$$ teehee, but you know I love you so much ah! All the bitching &shopping sessions, you've been an undying fan of my company I know hehehehe. I know 2008's been great for you, cos got HZ whatxx. Hahaha

To Enling/Grace, I've grown so much in the Lord due in part to your support this whole year. Thanks for everything, you girls have been such great gifts from Him to me :)

To ZY/CW, hello noobs I dont think you guys will read this but whatzeeheck, the end of 2008 wouldnt have been as fun if not for you guys!

To Yolanda/Janice, what more can I say, you girls have been one of the best things that has ever happened to me seriously. I miss laughing &talking so ever loudly with you both, to heck with passerbys giving us weird stares all the time! Hahahah, I can never have enough of you two bitches :)

HAPPY NEW YEAAAAR EVERYONE, may you be blessed with an abundance of love joy peace faith & hope in 2009!

2008-12-28T21:19:00.006+08:00

Maggie Mee's the new burger, now that's something else that I cant get enough of :)

Friday was coolios, we brought our own bottles &wound up drinking at the playground outside Zouk, what a great way to save money huh! Clapclap, good job kids :) This Christmas has been pretty quiet though, I dont feel the festive aura at all! Save for Wednesday's sabre/Santarina hats up attempts. What's happened to the good ol' Christmas songs slash decorated trees slash Santassss? :(

The saddest thing was, the only Christmas present that I got myself got smashed by S. I loved my sabre, for that one night exclusively. And the only other Christmas presents were Grace Mui's sheep packed in a plastic bag, & ZY's Final Theory Test notes.

Peaceeee out.
(And yes, yoga/redwine/sudoku are my only sustenances, tweaze)

2008-12-26T16:58:00.004+08:00

Anw Lulu has a very funny story of our ohsoveryexciting Christmas eve night, here you go!

2008-12-25T11:27:00.005+08:00

Zohemgee, yesterday was drama to the maxxxx with Sean running here there everywhere outside Zouk in his drunken stupor. Just imagine 4 people running after him just to pin him down (actually make it 3, I couldnt be bothered anymore), but luckily for me they didnt run far cos S tripped over some chain thing &fell humtydumty outside GrandCorpthone. Then ran again &he just laid down outside Zouk (seriously embarrassing) right on the toes of Patricia Mok &her fwenxx. One of the best things that happened that night seriously:

Sean: (Pomp, landed on the ground)
PM's friend: Omg is he okay? (Attempts to help S)
PM: (Pulls friend back) Nvm nvm this kind nvm, just dont care about him.

After that was just..craziness. He even pinned Zhiwei to the wall without knowing who he was please. Thank God for these 2 guys who came to help Lulu &I with S when the guys were not there, else S would prolly have just ran off &disappeared onto the Orbituary Page.

MERRY CHRISTMAS HONS :) I was so helpful last night, Santa should give me a hugexxxxx present :)

2008-12-20T23:55:00.002+08:00

I is so loser, alwayslosingmyvoiceafterpartying.

I need a good scream, & I'm gonna screaaaam till Janice in LA can hear me. YJ, I is so sian. Anw you know I lubsx eu the most yeahyeahyeah (ohemgee reminds me of Mercy)

2008-12-20T10:23:00.000+08:00

And excuse me while I feel like such an idiot, saying dumb things only when I drink cos that's where I get my courage from.
GoOdByEexx to senseless babblings.

2008-12-20T09:54:00.005+08:00

Shit &just when I thought I'd evaded the very watchful/cautious/mistrustful/skeptical/disbelieving (of my angelic behaviour) eyes of The Mommy last night(at 2.30am to be precise), The Daddy called me five minutes ago &said, "Hi, still having trouble with your drinking tastebuds?"

ZZZ, very funny Daddy.

Attempt to be sober No. xxxxx has failed.
Hello Kids, our attempts at chilling need to be redefined, it's been very fatal/detrimental/baleful/malignant/ruinous. I should do more yoga to keep myself at peace, ommm.